It was Sunday morning. As usual, I woke quite early. Lyn had
not slept well so when it was time to put on my uniform I dressed in the semi
darkness – rather than put the bedroom light on and disturb her. Sometime later Lyn was also up and ready and
we headed to Kopli corps for the morning meeting. Just as the meeting was about
to start I looked down to my shoes and discovered to my horror that I was
wearing green socks! I was so embarrassed - the Regional Commander in ‘non-regulation’
colour socks, disgraceful. I was trying to hide my feet under my chair s the
meeting started. The first song and prayer seemed to pass quickly and the
leader moved immediately into a testimony time. After inviting the congregation
to stand up and share their experiences a lady rose to her feet and stepped to
the front of the hall. She explained how
her life had been destroyed by a drug habit. As her life spiralled out of
control her family had left her. She was heading for destruction when she met
Jesus. She accepted Jesus into her life
and was saved – spiritually and physically. With His help she stopped using and
got clean – and here she stood before us – a bright, intelligent, positive
example of the power of God to save and transform.
She sat down and immediately one of the residents of our
rehab centre raised his hand and asked if he could testify. Nervously
approaching the front he gave thanks to God for bringing him to The Salvation
Army. Since coming to Hope House he had learned about the love and power of
God. He had opened his life to Jesus and his life had changed. The meeting
leader invited a number of us to step forward and surround him in prayer. We
placed hands on him as she prayed that God
would hold him and help him on
his faltering walk of faith.
As he sat down another young rehab resident spoke up. ‘My
life has changed dramatically since I came to the centre = outwardly I am so
different now – but I don’t feel my life has changed inside yet. Why hasn’t Jesus
come to me yet? What can I do to receive Him?’
A discussion started as the meeting leader and others explained the way
to salvation before praying for him.
Did I feel stupid for worrying about green socks! Here we
were, a small congregation in northern Tallinn, and real spiritual battle was being
lived out in dramatic fashion. Victories were being celebrated, new converts
were testify to the transforming power of God, pilgrims – some very new to the
faith – were encouraging sincere seekers on their spiritual journey of
discovery. This was the real thing –
this was what The Salvation Army was raised up by God to be – a salvation army!
This
week the Region’s officers and leaders gathered
in Tallinn for our 2nd ‘Ready
for mission’ day. It was great to
share fellowship together and catch up on Christmas news. We spent the first
part of the day looking at the report of the Spiritual Life commission and the ‘Call
to war’. I shared with them that over
50 years ago General Albert Osborn wrote his autobiography ‘The House of my
pilgrimage’. He recalled his leadership
of The Salvation Army; his time as the General. In writing about his life he
admitted that he may have made some mistakes. But, there was one thing that he
was confident about. He said, ‘I always
tried to keep the Army true to the Army. His focus was always that the Army
should be what God intended us to be – a
permanent mission to the unconverted. He went on to say - Our officers must keep us to this purpose.
Our training colleges must train and send out officers with this goal: nothing
less will do.
How often in my officership have I had a ‘green sock moment’
– distracted from the main purpose of my calling by something that really didn’t
matter at all? I thank God for that Sunday morning meeting in Kopli corps,
Tallinn when He reminded me again of His love, grace and transforming power.